I just want to die. I feel like dying on the inside. The pain is so strong it takes my breath away. It throws me into the deepest of the agonies.

I lost it all. I lost it all once again. This time is the last. I’m tired of believing. I’m tired of loving. I’m exhausted. I hate all people equally. I despise our existence and loathe on the fact that we are such despicable creatures that harm our own and feel no pain meanwhile.

It’s sad, it’s enraging, and it’s sick. So sick I’ve lost all hope of living, I’ve lost all my will to live. I do not want to live anymore in this world. Not like this. If I’m going to suffer all my life, may I make my life short enough to release me from the agony